Within myself is my organs. The main one is my heart. I have great intentions, but how to express it is difficult. I want my cousins to see Christ and follow Him. I took them to New Hope Honolulu, showed them everything. But it seemed to not have any effect on them. But I would tend to get frustrated because they would joke around so much. I would let my flesh have space, but conviction took over. God shows me, I have a good heart but I need Him to be Him: God Almighty. So I was just convicted and I let Him take over. It is hard because I want them to follow, but is that the intentions of their own hearts? But I need to let Him be God and I be the servant. I need to remind myself consistently.