freedom.

"Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might break the power of him who holds the power of death—that is, the devil—and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death." - Hebrews 2:14-15 (NIV)

Christie Lynn Sinclair: Jesus Christ, in all His perfection and holiness, came to earth to become HUMAN like you, to DIE so that He could BREAK the power of the devil to free you from being a slave to fear. This fear that you have lived with all your life is like saying, "Jesus, what You did for me isn't enough. When You died to bring me freedom, it was nice, but not all that I needed." 
Girl, Jesus covered it. Don't you discount what He did for you by continuing to live in what He payed for with His death. 
In His name, chains are GONE.
Fear has no hold on you anymore. It never should have, because Jesus took care of that. But you have listened to the lies of the enemy. So stop now, and walk in the freedom you have in Christ.